Drowned in the rush of time

It has been a long time since I wrote my last post. Since then, time passed very quickly... too quick to take a deep breath and contemplate. I feel tired. I feel bored. And I want to quit this situation...

Please help me, o the Most Merciful. Please stop the time for me. To let me breath, and understand myself better. And shed me the light, my Lord, to guide me in this rushing flow of life. Do not let me lost in the wild turbulence.

Duh Gusti, thank you for the Ramadhan, the enlightening time. Let me embrace it... let me drown myself in it...